i am

i am reluctant
i am willing
i am silent
i am loud
i am on the verge
of everything
i am vapour
in the clouds
i am mining
i am digging
i am curious
and stained
i am hanging
on to everything
i am tempered 
i am framed
i am married
i am single
i am totally
divorced
i am battered
by the weather
i am heather
i am gorse
i am leaning
i am falling
i am motionless
and moved
i am tolerant
and resistent
i am inserted
and removed
i am floating
and in freefall
i am all these years
and more
i am calling
i am whispering
i am knocking
on your door

i am located
i am missing
i am lying
in your bed
i am talking
i am listening
i am living
in your head